I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Still .

Saturday, December 26, 2009 || 6:41 PM

i didn't think it was love
i told myself it wasn't love
i deceived myself
But my heart keep calling your name
[ Lee HongKi - still / as ever ]

didn't go anywhere today .
watched show online .
some things popped out in my mind .
thought for it for some times .
why here and there .
how here and there .
and i tell myself that it is all because of me .
sadly , i didn't have the mood to do anything else .

Friday, December 25, 2009 || 5:42 PM

today .
went to church with baobei
unusual yeah ? she goes to church !
guess why ?
MR CHIZ SINGING !!
LOL
last night , baobei ask mr chiz how many songs is he singing .
he replied alot , cannot remember , anyhow sing .
then when the christmas service ended , we went to han ' s and eat ( mr chiz treated us )
he said he throat pain , sing so much .
then baobei and i keep saying he lip sync . haha .
baobei say my church very grand .
LOL .
she wished school was like that .
but budget S*M where will de .
so budget .
then meet dee at her house when Mr chiz drove us there .
he like speeding sial .
5 mins reach thomson from paya lebar .
went to tp and walk walk .
while dee talks about her trip in japan .
she told me her cousin and her sister and her, etc , spent S$15,000 there .
i was like WOAH ~~~
haha .
anyways , holiday is ending and i have yet to do any homework !!

|| 5:38 PM

21-23 dec .
camp .
one word ! tiring ~~~
but when i reached home , i didn ' t felt sleepy .
but yet i used the comp till midnight .
LOL .
maggie mee for meal time .
except the last day !
catered food !!!
cause of the hiking to the summit of bukit timah hill .
slipped and fall at the stair case of the school .
the light was not on .
and the next day went hiking .
feet was damn pain .
but i manage to finish it . and my group was 1st ^^
as for the 1st and 2nd day , we had training for promotion .
learnt many new drills .
for example rifle drills , slow march .

Thursday, December 17, 2009 || 2:07 PM

Yo (yo). yo, everybody. Listen carefully
What time is it now? I said, what time is it now?
It's time for change, it's time for a new generation
It's time for a new star to shine.
So, what time is it now? What time is it now?
It's 2-P-M. You hear that? I said, it's 2-P-M.

[ 2pm-what time is it now ]

Time has changed .
we are no longer the little kids anymore .
we cannot depend on our mudder and ahma .
we have to strive on our own .
nevertheless , we will still contact one another .
yay ! today is a happy day for me .
Jerry is away .
so i can cling onto the comp as long as i want .
woots ~~
tomorrow , class gathering .
but many of the midnighter cannot make it .
should we postpone again ?
argh ! not sure what to do manzxcx .
anyway , i was disappointed .
super junior did not get the best artist award of 2009 .
in fact , so nyeo shi dae won 6 awards .
but i was happy that dong bang shin ki won 2 award even with the law suit ^^
haha , it really enlighten me up !

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 || 7:06 PM

Delayed photo .
the ticket of mine , sue anne and nata .
13-11-09 2pm releases heartbeat !! so lucky .
actually , is we all took 1 whole row de . then got alot numbers .
i'm so laggg in posting .
argh ! losing interest in typing .
gaining interest in playing L4D2 .
saying to DATE .
it reminded me that today is JUNSU's BIRTHDAY .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM .
HOPEFULLY THE LAW SUIT WILL END SOON .
GET BACK WITH THE REST !
JIAYOU ! HAHA . DBSK FTW !

|| 10:51 AM

Yesterday went to celebrate ren yong birthday .
Apple , Chua Na , Chin Wei , Jaben , Jerrom , Keith , Rong Yao , Ren Yong and i went to Sakae Sushi .
we ate 113 plates of sushi .
stomach like exploding .
haha .
use the internet there .
watch paraody of 2pm .
LOL .
played L4D2 before and after .
addicted .
but sometimes i get headache i will lose interest in it .
perhaps it is the sound effect .
played basketball till 9 plus .
and bused home !

Monday, December 14, 2009 || 8:39 PM

Happy birthday to DEBRA ! and of course ONEW .
haha .
jealous of her having her birthday on the same day as ONEW .
LOL .
today , she went prawning with her friends .
and she said she gonna eat all the prawn cause they are fresh .
LOL . to me , it ' s so grosssssss .
haha . these few days not feeling well .
but i guess i didn ' t have enough sleep .
:D mel told me bout FT ISLAND . JEALOUS !!
i want to see jaejin !!!
argh ! nevermind . gonna be a kind soul now and download video for rachel .
byebye

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 || 8:33 PM

nothing to do during holiday .

watch shows all day long .
within 2 day , chiong you're beautiful .
went to japan .
FB got prob .
Pissed ! cannot upload photos .

i'm getting more and more impatient .

what has happened to me ?!
class outing next week .
movie out and chit-chatting ?
going out with baobei tmr ^^
yeah . should i cut my hair ?

but i think i will regret .
just like previously .
going to buy textbook on friday .
gosh ! homework .
never even went school portal .
getting lazier .

just like monday .
went gym with lover . haha .
we almost died at the threadmill .
running and talking non-stop .
breathless .
haha . but it was fun .
then D went to buy mac .
which means output + input = no weight loss .

LOL .